The Best Day Ever
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Category: Life
The best day ever
In the moments when you hate your job, you have not seen any friend or family for nearly a year, the stress is killing you, depression and fear set in anxiety you grow sad every day ,the sadness drains you work and work just to survive. The pressure mounts ,your are lost so lost you don’t know who you are any more, you try the natural pills they don’t help , everything you don’t want to be doing is want you do. The sadness grow you feel nothing . The moment comes when you would give any thing to make it all stop. Memory race through you mind thoughts go from bad to worse moment go by you miss being happy the pain of life’s regrets come from the pain you pick up the knife at work and then ..................................
The heart beats hard........................
The sound grow louder...............
The pain of the memories pain and hurt flood you brain...........
A memory of a happy day come in to you sad place............
All the stress all the anxiety, missing your family, your wife, your life ........
you break down and cry you say I don’t want to live like this any more you pick up a phone and call someone who loves you very much ............................. she convinces you to go to the hospital
then you get help ..........
Your family remind you how much they love you..........
Your friends become family.................
Your wife takes some time to take care of you..............
You take a pill that helps till you can heal on your own ........
You quit the job you hate..................
You fight hard for the job you want.........
You get a tattoo to remind you who you are...............
You take off the mask that hides who you are ....
You are free...........
That was a year ago last may/ beltaine to this one the moment came and I picked up a phone and called my wife it was the best day ever the day I decide to live
some one once said to live to live would be a awfully big adventure
it took time to heal to find out who I am and I found that I had made the dream come true I had a loving wife ,friends, family and a life full of reminders why I was so lucky. People who know me may not believe this happened because of how happy I seemed some time it was a mask I took off that mask and I am blissfully just me the good and the bad . I almost took away a gift of life from every one I loved on a day that celebrates life and love so take
this is the moment , this day this hour, this second become free it’s time for hope, love and freedom
It was the best day ever from that day on I wanted to "Be Free" free to live.
my new creed became :
Freedom is believing every day can be the best day ever there is no stronger force than faith, love and daring to trust in the lord and lady, Blessed be.
You have the power to be free to live my life the way I want and to have the best day ever
call some one any one ,mom, dad, bro ,sis, a stranger ,
some one who loves you, this hotline or another or me
612-250-4939 leave a message
I will call you back please be here when I do.
unison_111@YAHOO.COM
USA National Suicide Hotlines Toll-Free / 24 hours / 7 days a week
1-800-SUICIDE
1-800-784-2433
GET HELP HERE http://suicidehotlines.com/national.html
TTY: 1-800-799-4TTY (4889)
1-800-273-TALK
1-800-273-8255
Freedom is believing every day can be the best day ever there is no stronger force than faith, love and daring to trust in the lord and lady, Blessed be. You have the power to be free to live your life the way you want and to have the best day ever
Category: Life
The best day ever
In the moments when you hate your job, you have not seen any friend or family for nearly a year, the stress is killing you, depression and fear set in anxiety you grow sad every day ,the sadness drains you work and work just to survive. The pressure mounts ,your are lost so lost you don’t know who you are any more, you try the natural pills they don’t help , everything you don’t want to be doing is want you do. The sadness grow you feel nothing . The moment comes when you would give any thing to make it all stop. Memory race through you mind thoughts go from bad to worse moment go by you miss being happy the pain of life’s regrets come from the pain you pick up the knife at work and then ..............................
The heart beats hard........................
The sound grow louder...............
The pain of the memories pain and hurt flood you brain...........
A memory of a happy day come in to you sad place............
All the stress all the anxiety, missing your family, your wife, your life ........
you break down and cry you say I don’t want to live like this any more you pick up a phone and call someone who loves you very much ............................. she convinces you to go to the hospital
then you get help ..........
Your family remind you how much they love you..........
Your friends become family.................
Your wife takes some time to take care of you..............
You take a pill that helps till you can heal on your own ........
You quit the job you hate..................
You fight hard for the job you want.........
You get a tattoo to remind you who you are...............
You take off the mask that hides who you are ....
You are free...........
That was a year ago last may/ beltaine to this one the moment came and I picked up a phone and called my wife it was the best day ever the day I decide to live
some one once said to live to live would be a awfully big adventure
it took time to heal to find out who I am and I found that I had made the dream come true I had a loving wife ,friends, family and a life full of reminders why I was so lucky. People who know me may not believe this happened because of how happy I seemed some time it was a mask I took off that mask and I am blissfully just me the good and the bad . I almost took away a gift of life from every one I loved on a day that celebrates life and love so take
this is the moment , this day this hour, this second become free it’s time for hope, love and freedom
It was the best day ever from that day on I wanted to "Be Free" free to live.
my new creed became :
Freedom is believing every day can be the best day ever there is no stronger force than faith, love and daring to trust in the lord and lady, Blessed be.
You have the power to be free to live my life the way I want and to have the best day ever
call some one any one ,mom, dad, bro ,sis, a stranger ,
some one who loves you, this hotline or another or me
612-250-4939 leave a message
I will call you back please be here when I do.
unison_111@YAHOO.COM
USA National Suicide Hotlines Toll-Free / 24 hours / 7 days a week
1-800-SUICIDE
1-800-784-2433
GET HELP HERE http://suicidehotlines.com/
TTY: 1-800-799-4TTY (4889)
1-800-273-TALK
1-800-273-8255
Freedom is believing every day can be the best day ever there is no stronger force than faith, love and daring to trust in the lord and lady, Blessed be. You have the power to be free to live your life the way you want and to have the best day ever
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